Fonzie.

Hi guys.

As some of you know, we have (or had..) 2 dogs. Jip & Fonzie. But about 2 weeks ago they started fighting with each other. Jip bit my mom and dad, we took our dogs to the vet to get their balls cut off and then put Fonzie at my aunts house because he's the youngest and if one had to go, it would be him. He felt alright at my aunts' and really started to get used to everyone. But we wanted to try to put Jip & Fonzie back together again. So today my aunt came over with Fonzie to see how it would go..

Another fight between the 2 dogs started 5 minutes after Fonzie was back. It was pretty obvious this wasn't going to work anymore and Fonzie couldn't stay at my aunts'.. We had to find him a new, good home.. Luckily someone I know was looking for a dog for her mom so within an hour they came over to see what Fonzie was like. Sweet, stubborn but really adorable. So they decided to take him.

I know it's gonna be a good home and he's gonna be alright but it just hurts me so much that this had to happen.

I miss him so much already. His silly walk, his smile and his cuddles.The way he loved and played with water. I love him so much and of course I'll never forget him. He has a piece of my heart and we have a part in his. I know he's gonna be okay and treated well. That's nice to know. But still, one of my babies is gone and to know he's never coming back is quite heart breaking. I hope he thinks of us every now and then because we'll be thinking about him a lot.

I love you baby, I always will.
I miss you so much. I'll be thinking of you.

Done, done, on to the next one.

If you read my tattoo post, you should know I have new ones by now. And here's a pic of my babies.

I LOVE it. They turned out perfect! I love the place of my tattoos. They're one day old now and I'm staring at them constantly. I think I'm in love.

The B is for Beek, my dads family. The S is for Salacroup, my moms family. And it's also just BULLSHIT.

Done.

I've written a blog post like this before. But I'm so sick and tired of it.

The last couple of days I feel so ignored. When I tell my stories to my SO CALLED friends, I get the shortest answers ever. But I do need to listen to their stories and reply usefully even if they're total shit. And yeah that may be part my fault but I'm so done with that. So I think that if it keeps on going like that, I will have very few friends left at the end of this year. It's time to start thinking about myself in stead of others. Fucking hell I've just had enough, it's making me so damn grumpy. You do not deserve my time, motivational replies or just any replies.

It's also time to break contact with everyone that I barely talk to. Unless I'm too curious. Ha.

Goodbye.

I know, I know.

Yes. I know. Here we go again. I'm getting another tattoo. Friday is THE day. First it was thursday but mom decided to move it to friday. She's getting 2 initials, from her parents (who happen to be my grandparents, FUCKING MAGICAL RIGHT?!). Really beautiful, and I also wanted to get both my grandparents initials.

BUT. I decided it'd be better if I included both families, the entire families. 1 family name starts with a B and the other family name with a S. So that makes the initials, BS. And guess what. BS is also BULLSHIT for me. And I love bullshit. Just talking bullshit to people you don't know and they will believe you because they do not know you.

And also, people that do know me never really know what's gonna happen next. If I tell them I did something crazy, they'll believe it. No matter what it is. I love being unpredictable. I love that I can do things people NEVER expected from me. I love telling people stories that are total BS.

But I also like it that I can tell when someone else is talking bullshit. There's only a few people that are just as unpredictable as me and they are actually my best friends lol! You never know if they're serious or what you can expect, but as soon as they are serious, you'll notice and take the hint.

So yeah, my new tattoo is gonna be a bit emotional and funny. Now I totally spoiled it. I wanted to make y'all curious for my tattoo but I just told it. I'll post a picture as soon as it's done.

ENJOY THE HOT SUMMER DAYS 'CAUSE TOMORROW IT MIGHT BE SNOWING WHEN YOU WAKE UP.
JK

not kidding

Charlotte

dit is charlotte

Holyfuckingduckshit

I LOVE FREEDOM AT 21. Jack White. What a song. What a video. I can barely explain my love for it. I've listened to it yesterday, today the entire day and now I'm listening to it again. I can't get over the awesomeness of this song. Fucking hell. You better love it because you can't hate it.  Or dislike it. YOU HAVE TO LIKE IT. OK LOVE IT. Holy shit. Seriously. AND THEN THERE'S JOSH FUCKING HOMME AT THE END I MEAN C'MON the song AND jack AND josh = too much to handle. Alright. I'll stop now.
There you go, enjoy.
And remember: you have to play it more than 24 times.
Nothing will happen.
It will be as fucking good as it fucking was.

need to see!!

Hi all. I've seen a lot of my favorite bands live, but there's still some bands and singers I'd love to see. So here's my top whatever in random order.

1. Them Crooked Vultures.
I've seen Josh, I've seen Dave but now I'd love to see them playing together and with JPJ!!!

2. The Goo Goo Dolls.
Man I love their songs. They barely play in Europe (haven't played in Holland for 10 years or so) and that's a shame.

3. Jessie J.
My favorite female singer, she HAS to come to Holland too. Can't wait to see her and hopefully someday meet her.

4. The Fratellis.
Of course every single one of you knows the song 'Chelsea Dagger'. If you don't, you've been living under a rock for so long. But after hearing Chelsea Dagger, I searched for more of their songs and they turn out to be really, really surprisingly good.

5. Jack White.
Oh c'mon, this needs no explanation! He's a true genius.

6. Pearl Jam.
Even though I don't listen to Pearl Jam very often, it's a band you HAVE to see in your life. And I hope I will cause from what I've seen, they bring such good energy on stage.

7. Seasick Steve.
Watching his performances gives me goosebumps every time, I need to see him some day.

8. Alain Johannes.
What an inspiring man he is. His songs are perfect. So beautiful, true and fragile. Just.. stunning.

9. Maroon 5.
A band that I've loved for over so many years. I was always too young to go alone and when they came last time I didn't have any money which broke my heart a bit.

10. Rascal Flatts.
I'm not really into the whole country thing but Rascal Flatts makes me HAPPYYYY.

11. Peter Frampton.
Yeah.. Last November I totally missed my chance of seeing him..

12. Killerpilze.
One of my favorite German bands for years now. 5 years exactly.. and no, I've never seen them live. Such a shame!!

13. Train.
Their songs.. the words, the lyrics, the music, everything is just right. It's perfect. And I need to experience it live.

I must have forgotten some bands but this is it for now! Sometimes concert tickets are just so expensive with the cost of the train and all.. It really sucks. But luckily I've seen so many of my favorite bands/singers already!!!